"My day just got worse."

...That's what I said when Kandice showed up in my english class.

(Kandice=Derek... you see when it comes to his interactions with me, there's nothing really masterful about him so I decided refering to him as 'The Maestro' is just a little silly. Kandice is the name of a person that I don't know who ditched all of her friends for a love intrest - and I grimace at the preceding abuse of the word 'love' - so, I found that name to be much more befitting.)

What was formerly shaping up to be an enjoyable class has just contracted a disease. ...I am such a bitch sometimes and I know it, but how can I be expected to act amiably towards someone when all they have done for the past three months is feed me lies and treat me as an afterthought? Argh, I am so fed up with this incestuous little group! While I'm on the topic, I don't hold Blondie's word in high esteem (really, how could I?) and it particularily frusterates me when I constantly find myself second-guessing all these people who are supposed to be my best friends. There's a feeling I get sometimes when I'm around her like there's a little puppy digging up or otherwise mutalating a precious garden that you have created and nurtured for many a season, and all you want to do is give the horrid animal a good punt but it would kill you to do it because it's just a cute little puppy.
...Do you follow me? Haha. Anyways... she has to know that my friendliness towards her is not entirely sincere - if she doesn't than she's being more of an idiot than I am. There's about a thousand things that I impulsively would love to lash out, but I actually had this eerily realistic dream that I did and in doing so made her almost cry, and then I felt bad, so theoretically I should count this as a blessing and just bite my tongue for a while longer...

Fiddle dee dee.

...You know, if it weren't for all this Kandice shit I would be alot better off with alot of people.

Toodles, Darlings.