twist in the wind

Mood: neutral
Music: 'Time of Your Life' by Greenday

Seeing as I'll be away in Montreal for the next couple of evenings, I thought the courteous thing to do would be to compse a blog before my departure. What to say, oh, what to say...
Tuesday I met Deborah. Deborah talks to people. I talked to Deborah. Deborah is an okay lady! Anyways, the Thursday after school starts I'm going back to the Homewood with fresh new material involving The Mother and her super parenting skills. (Not.) Let's say it's no wonder I have some issues.
As for The Maestro... I miss him, but all I can say right now is fuck him. It's been a week since his little flip-out and I lost considerable sleep getting back to him ASAP and - no word. No fucking word... if he was half the person I thought he was I would have gotten something, seeing as how e-mails are so convienient for him it's absolutely the least he could do. I hardly care that he likes Blondie. Honestly. The thing that really drives right through my core is that he replaced me with her in every which way... she waltez into the picture and all of a sudden I'm not only out a boyfriend, the only person I've ever had feelings for let alone [l-word]ed, but I'm out a best friend too. Wonderful!! And it's not her fault that The Maestro is such an incredible jerk to me, but she hasn't exactly discouraged him from what I've seen. And I suppose he's just too self-centered to know better or even to care. There's no great mystery to him - he's insensitive. And seeing as I was so involved with that, so captivated by him for so long I don't particularily enjoy admitting it. But he hasn't done anything to make me even remotely think otherwise... so what am I supposed to say??

I absolutely dispise this whole incestuous web.

On a happier note -- Wednesday was Spunki's sweet sixteen!! Yay! I did some last-second shopping and found the perfect gift!! I am so pleased with myself! Hehe... It's a silver (real silver) bracelette made up of tiny chain links and skull & crossbones! I thought it was really cool, but it was so much more befitting for her than it was for me... and I can't believe what a frigging amazing deal I got it for! (It was "old stock".) Plus the lady there gave me a pretty little box painted with black and yellow flowers for only a dollar!!! Wow. And Spunki loved it, which is the important thing. Yay!! Happy birthday!

And... celebrating another birthday is yet another lovely virgo friend of mine, Sunny! That was on Thursday (today, yesterday, it's all the same when I haven't gone to bed yet). Yay!! Happy birthday! Hehe!

That's all, folks! ...Unless you take into account more stupid aggravating stuff that really isn't all that fun, so I'm going to twist in the wind and pretend it's not happening, as it at the very same time is scaring up my life! Sounds like a plan to me!!

NiTe NiTe