Stinky Socks

wearing: blue cat jammies and socks. big ones.
eating: nothin'
listening to: "wherever you will go" by The Calling

"And maybe I'll find out a way to make it back someday, to walk you, to guide you, through the darkest of your days. If a great wave should fall, and fall upon us all, well then I hope there's someone out there who can bring me back to you."

I LOVE that song.

I'm not really in a self-bashing mood right now, but at work I was reading my journal. (I brought it with me lest The Mother should stumble 'pon it. She thinks I'm gettin' my freak on when I'm out on the weekends, and so, the likelihood of her just happening to come across it has increased. ;-) ) Anyways, I was readin my journal, reminiscing the good times back at CELP with Him, Her and Whatserface... and then I thought to myself "Hey, this girl can be a jerk!" And then I pondered... - It's true. I can be a jerk. In the front part of my journal, it details a bright, new, blossoming friendship! Aww, isn't that just DEAR! ...but then when you get to March you see it being tossed aside like a stinky old sock.
...For a fresh, new sock! Hehehehehehe! I love my new sock! Even when it's smelly... NOTHING COMES BETWEEN ME AND MY SOCK!!! *pounds fist* Har har har!
Well... now that I've had that reflection, I'm turning over a new leaf! :-D I pledge allegiance to my socks, new and old! No sock gets left behind!!

Peace.
(oh, you know what's funny? Last year sometime, I didn't write in my journal for a good month, and I picked it up and started gushing about a little crush I had on some guy called The Maestro... and here are the last lines of my two-page entry:
The only person who knows I like him is Meg. I actually jokingly made a screen name on MSN about him: "YoU mAkE Me SmiLe, YoU bRiGhTeN mY DaY, NoW jUsT DoNt TeLL mE ThAt YoU'Re GaY" LOL. Anyways, I should go now... *PEACE*
(oh yeah, there's a war going on!)
d.i.t.z.y.

Thank you, thank you very much!
xoxo